Im sorry..im at work so I had to write this at the work pc..and I didn’t have much time for grammer and spelling for that matter..but  I needed to  write this down…

Ive been having odd dreams lately…not that’s Im really complaining…I enjoy these types of dreams. However I feel they are telling me something..and while some dream I understand what they are trying to say…these ones last night im not to sure.

The first one I recall was about me being alone and walking toward this house/cottage. It looked like something from like..the 1600’s or something…but at the same time…had more morderen things on it. I get inside and theres a lot of people inside….it appears to be some type of pagan store / meeting area. As I walked in and looked around there were people saying hello to me as if they knew me..and oddly enough I knew them. I got the feeling they were meeting and talking about something…although I don’t know what it was. At this point Jess my spirit guide..or..i don’t know what she is. Ive known her for 5 years though. Speak to me as she normaly did and all the other people looked at me. Looking back it ddint seem like they were mad or anything..however I was worried for her…I care a lot about her….even if she real or not…odd….yea…

The other dream was about me driving in the dark. I came upon a graveyard. For what reason I don’t remember I got outside and found a small child standing near the car. I don’t recall if the child was dead or not. From here its all very scattered….people came out of now where and began shooting. Bullet were fling everywhere. I don’t remember what happened after that tho…..

Another odd thing about when I go to sleep is I see things…Visions….but there really not anything other then like seeing the sky and lightning…or the stars..or a random color light..last nights being a kinda of pink or purple. Im not to sure what that means

In my last post i spoke of my ritual i did. It remains to be seen whether or not it worked....as a friend said i need to be more patient...and im trying..but with something that are going on my world...patients is running low...

 

I just dont know what to do. I have a friend who is been going through some tough times..she an ex. However with the crazyness in her world she has asked me to teach her the basics of witchcraft and magick...personally...i  both looked forward and dreaded this. I havnt been studing what i would think long enough to teach someone however...I know i can teach...and my friend say to do it. I rarely question her..hehe..After writting a lesson plan and thing for her to do as homework i find out she's not able to talk...so well try the next day..ok...same deal...a third day...same damn thing...

 

what should i do....im so angry and dissapointed...she claims she's very eager...but...three nights? ok..so she was drunk one night....tired another...*sigh*...if your want to do something...shouldnt you...be able to...or am i being to impatient....she says tho she is doing the assignments....so thats a plus...but she can talk to her other boys shes messing with....*sigh*

 

I thinking of maybe..giving her one more chance...she works tomarrow but should be done by 2...maybe we can talk then....but..i have a feeling something will come up...*sigh*

 

Am i over reacting...i need sleep..thats something i do need...i havent slept well in a few nites... maybe i will tonight..i hope...

Well its been an odd day....and this is the firstblog of the new year for me..w00t...hehe..i need to post more often...

 

Ive been talking to a friend who is very lost. Ive tried to help without using any form of magick but tonight i decided if I have a gift i should use it. I havnt done my own ritual of this size before nor have I done one for someone else. I will say after doing so i felt wonderful....as i normally do when performing one....I only hope it worked. I will find out in the coming days. Its ashame its so hard to do any work in my house...with my parent and all....meh.. i need a better job and my own place....but first i need to get more money in the bank...and a better job...bleh...

 

Well...im done tlaking for now..thats all im willing to share....nite  

 

 

So its been the second night in a row Ive had a dream about some female. I dont recall the first dream however tonight i do recall. 

 

The dream was with me being somewhere. It was present day but...something seems different...in terms of time...like...maybe it was a little in the future..things werent as they were...eh..anyways. All I can remember was there was this dog..that was talking to me. Then it turned into a snake. First it was a black snake..and later turned red. I dont recall exactly what the snake said....i wasnt sure if i should trust it...but it was telling me this chick and i should get together,,,i dont know exactly who she was...but..yea...

 

just odd with a talking snake...i dont know.. well see if this theme continues tomarrow.

blah...being sick isnt fun. Everyones been sick in my area...its just wiping us out...bleh...

 

Least im off today...i could play more halo 3...but that games give me a headache...er..or maaaybe its the sickness....dont know what to do tonight...still figuring it out....not playing halo...no no no....to much halo....to much halo....

 

Guess im gonna go look for food....hope everyone else has a good day...

heres a song i just cant get out of my head...

 

"Cause I'll stay, until we fade away
time Passing by, somethings stay the same
I can still remember things I once said
I'll be there when you cry out my name  "

Pyramaze - Until we fade away